A.S. Pushkin
And today we have Pushkin's internalized racism on
display. Pushkin spent his life thinking he was ugly for being one eighth
African. (His great-grandfather from his mother's side, who was kidnapped from
modern-day Eritrea by the Ottoman Empire and then ransomed as a slave to the
Russian Empire.) He also devoted much in conversation to how he blamed the
impulsive and uncivilized aspect he perceived in his personality on his own
non-European heritage.
George Dawe was an English portrait-artist who had the habit of doing spontaneous pencil sketches of people he met.
George Dawe was an English portrait-artist who had the habit of doing spontaneous pencil sketches of people he met.
To Dawe Esq.
Translated by A.Z. Foreman
Translated by A.Z. Foreman
Why would your sublime pencil draw
The features of my negroid face?
Though meant for future eyes, the devil
Has advocates for its disgrace.
Draw Miss Olénina instead.
When inspiration fires the heart,
Nothing but youth and beauty ever
Should summon genius to art.
a Dawe Esq.
A che il tratto
sublime traccerebbe
le forme della mia
faccia negroide?
Pur se per occhi
futuri, il diavolo
molti ha avvocati
per la sua disgrazia.
Disegna al mio posto
dama Olénina.
quando l’ispirazione
infiamma il cuore,
mai altro che
giovinezza e bellezza
dovrebbe richiamare
il genio all’arte.
*
Oh if it's true that
in the night
When living souls
repose abed
And fallen beams
of lunar light
Slide onto headstones
of the dead...
Oh if it's true that
then till day
The graves are opened
in the earth,
I call the shade of
Layla forth!
Come back, my dear!
This way! This way
Beloved shade, appear
and rise
As once you were
before we parted,
As pale and chill as
winter skies,
By final agony
contorted.
Come as a distant
star, a ray,
As a light sound, a
breath, a scent,
Or as a ghastly
revenant
I care not how! This
way! This way!
I do not call you to
reprove
Or take revenge on
those whose spite
Ended the life of her
I love,
Nor to spy out the
grave's dark rite,
Nor yet because I
writhe as prey
To doubt… But,
anguishing above you,
I want to say that I
still love you
And am still yours!
This way! This way!
Invocazione
Oh se è vero che
nella notte
nel riposo delle
anime viventi,
raggi caduti di luce
lunare
toccano le pietre
tombali dei morti…
oh se è vero che poi
sino a giorno
i sepolcri in terra
sono aperti,
io invoco l’ombra di
Layla via di là!
Ritorna, cara! Per
di qua! Per di qua!
Amata ombra, appari
e risorgi
come tu fosti prima
dell’addio,
pallido gelo come
cieli invernali,
dall’agonia finale
rattrappita.
Vieni come un
lontano raggio, o stella,
come un lieve suono,
un respiro, odore,
o come uno spirito
fantasima
non bado a come! Per
di qua! Per di qua!
Io non ti chiamo per
rimproverarti
o vendicarmi di chi
il cui disprezzo
sfinì la vita di
colei che amai,
né spiare di tombe
oscuro rito,
né ancora per mio
agonizzare in preda
ai dubbi…ma
angosciato per via di te,
io voglio dire che
ancora ti amo
tuo sono ancora! Per
di qua! Per di qua!
*
This poem, describing a somewhat remorseful white
night in St. Petersburg, reflects the poet's state of mind after his exile and
before his marriage. It was a turbulent period. Nicholas the First had brought
him back from exile but was making demands on the poet that he could not
fulfill with a clear conscience. Though he was for many reasons unable (though
probably not unwilling) to actually be a Decembrist and stand against the Tsar,
he still felt he was betraying his Decembrist friends. Despair drove him to dissipation:
he lost huge sums at cards, had three affairs with married women, and
incidentally contracted an STD from a prostitute a month before he wrote this
poem.
When din of day for mortals softly ends
And onto the mute city squares
The thin penumbra of the night descends
With slumber, balm of daylong cares,
Then, in the still for me the hours wring
Exhausting wakeful pains anew.
Searing in blank of night, the serpent's sting
Venoms my heart with acid rue.
Black fancies seethe. An overflow of thought
Aghast, builds in the angst-strained soul;
Remembrance wordlessly and out of naught
Unwinds its long unholy scroll.
Then reading with disgust the writ of years
I tremble, damn my every day,
Bawl bitter plaints, and bitterly shed tears
But wipe not one sad line away.
Rimembranza
Quando per i mortali
dolce è l’ora
e sulle piazze di
città silenti
scende sottile la
penombra a notte
balsamo di diuturne
cure, il sonno,
me allora nel
silenzio l’ora attorce
da capo a dolore che
mi esaurisce.
Nel mezzo della
notte ustiona aculeo
il mio cuore con
acida afflizione.
Nere fantasie. Un
carico di pensiero
orribile nell’anima
angosciata;
rimembro senza
parole e dal nulla
empia ne srotola la
lunghezza.
Leggo con disgusto
il decreto di anni
tremo, danno ogni
mio singolo giorno,
pianti amari e
amaramente spargo
ma non cancello una
sola riga.
